Fighting · my · journey

And the Grades are in...

Er Trn+St Sng 1 B
Convocation CR
Oboe A
Voice A
Theory & Lit 1 C
Chamber Singers A
Concert Choir A
Marching Band A
Chamber Music A
Band Wrkshp A
Vocal Wrkshp A
Mthds of Reason B

GPA: 3.33

Overall no TOoOo bad considering the lack of school, and the Banana pudding lunches. I only did 6 convocations (or so my card did) and I got credit. I dont like how Credit/No Credit Classes look though. I hope I never have to take another one. I cant wait for next semester. I think Ill go back to getting straight As again. Although I think that this was pretty good. My parents were happy they said "that's why we do the things we do." That made me feel good. Well I think Ill go for now, Im really starting to suck at this blogging thing...

Payce
<`~Patrick~`>

So I'm at home and I feel like I REALLY want to go back to Fresno. Being home is cool but it is WAY to stressful for me. Everyone in my family is so cool but they make things alot more complicated then they have to be. I just sit here and listen, even when they're talking about me. Its so stupid, it seems like there expecting me to fail or something. like they cant trust me to do things on my own solely because I'm 18 and I dont know what the world is yet and because almost every single person that feels like they need a little more responsibility thats my age has failed. I mean I understand, and I'm going along with everything that they say, It just bugs me to be told that I cant manage money, I have a false sence of security and everything else that comes along with that and then my Parents wont even let me get a job. Love them to death but I really like being on my own.

This small little town is giving me the blues haha. I hung out with a bunch of my good friends from school last night, and I HATED it. I felt like I had regressed in my maturity. Like every issue that was brought up was from the past. We had NOTHING to talk about that was relevant to where my life is right now. Its sad really because while some of us have moved on. The others hadnt even began to grow up. And some had reverted back that quickly. It was so hard. The thing I like about college is the drama is minimal. And very few of us see eachother EVeRYDaY, I remember how last year I had to deal with that drama, those were my friends, and the only friends that I hung out with. Now I see people but those people have no drama, and when you see someone at a party there are no ties to them. You may see them again but thats it. You can always move on. Kassie and I left at 1:30AM to drop Hannah off and ended up talking to her mom until 4:00AM. Thats how bad it was being back in that atmosphere, we had to get out. And Heidi's coversation was so much more relavent.

I love and miss all my friends but it is hard reverting back. High School is over, Choir is over, its time to move on. I knew that they had drama last year but damn.

Patrick

PS: Lani we need to talk, although you may beat me I have reached a cross roads...*ponders* I may not be anymore...